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♥ Thursday, October 25, 2007 @ 10:37:00 AM

SIGHHH.

life for me recently was like living in hell.

forcing myself at home to study is one thing normal for an O levels student.

but,besides this.i don't know why i felt myself so vexed over something.

let me just start off with yesterday's chemistry paper.

FIRST O levels paper was chemistry.

eventually,i studied really hard for it.

i can even say that i had high hope on this particular subject.

i stored almost everything you can find in the textbook in my brain.

moreover i started off revision rather early.

unfortunately,yesterday's chem paper was tough.

topics i have high hopes on like,

" rates of reaction,extraction of iron,frac distillation"etc,

was nt tested at all.i guess it will be tested on paper one ba. =(

today,i've to focus on history.im in a dilemma.i dunno what to study.

ive finished revising on germany.next probably japan.

seriously,i regretted not forcing myself to study history earlier!

but,everything is just too late.there goes a saying, "it's always too late to regret."

besides the examination which ive been worrying,personal stuffs had been haunting me too.

i yearn for more love for you.really..

i felt rather neglected lately.

i know you're worried over something.that's the reason i won't put e blame on you.

if i were u,i will be like you too.

at the same time,i'm worrying for you too.

why am i in such fate that whenever i'm having a major exam,

things which are reali worrying chose to happen at this time.

yes,you gave me support when i felt demoralise over yester's paper.

you told me no matter what ive to carry on.after crying my hearts out,

i followed your words,continue to mug on my history.

baby,i just feel myself so blessed to be by your side,going through thick and thin with you.

i never regretted all these yrs.

god,i just hope that everything would be fine.

boy,i miss you~