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♥ Tuesday, October 28, 2008 @ 12:46:00 AM
` i'm so tired! i'm leg is breaking soon. it's one week school vacation now. yea, only "one week"! how stingy man. lol. work is getting tougher. sales isn't good these days. but this weekends and public holiday's sales is rather good. probably it makes the management happy a little. lol. boss is unhappy about recent sales which had been so bad. and now, the minimal achievement for sales is getting higher also. i strongly feel that they should put themselves into our shoes. they are forcing everyone to tender. i'm considering whether to get another job. (; maybe going to fashion line this time. i'm feel as if i'm collapsing anytime. );  ♥ Friday, October 24, 2008 @ 1:48:00 PM
` new blogskin (: baby's daddy is back yesterday! *jumpsjumps* reunion once again. (: baby is on leave today too! we're gonna watch a movie later over at Jurong point. blog again later! got to go! ♥ Wednesday, October 22, 2008 @ 11:34:00 AM
` yesterday was my first experience roaming around different tour agency companies. lol. met yvonne & andy at lavendar mrt station about 4pm. supposed to do the booking for their bus ticket and hotel rooms for our Genting trip this December for them, because baby and mine already booked together with the rest of my family members. lately met up with both of them so asked them along. it's expensive luh, cus its super peak period. $ 255/person. that's why we headed to golden mile complex to check the others if there's cheaper ones. but to no avail. all about the same prices. so, they decided on the agency we booked from. so we can take the same bus too. (: it would be much more fun to have more people ! because there's people who will join me in all the high and exciting rides. lol. but i will still make baby sit beside me and play. heh. baby uhs, you can escape through the previous 2 times. but, you cannot escape this timeeee! =P yesterday, when i'm at baby's grandpa's wake, i browsed through baby's handphone. browsed through his smses and find out something unpleasant. the sms goes like this .. " Are you always tell joycelyn u always call me chit chat? I just said not so often just sometimes only. " i won't revealed who she is, but i believe she will know who she is. obviously, she lied to me. kinda disappointed. she's so close to me all these while. hang out tgt, go shopping tgt, karaoke and stuffs. she's the one who give me so much advices when baby and i are facing that critical point. sigh . ); no point being angry with baby also, though i threw some tantrum at him at first. i know what kind of person you're boy. i know yr heart is always with me, and never to someone elses. i hope you won't break my trust towards you again. and, i'm dead tired! i rarely fall asleep in the morning ride from eunos to woodlands. but today, i really fall asleep. had been gg home damn late, like past midnight. ): so i suffered from insufficent sleep. so i think, i'm gg over to baby's place to sleep later! anyway, baby is sending off his grandpa this afternoon, so, i will wait for him to get back home ... i can't wait for baby's 21st bday celeb at sentosa, i can't wait for our holidays to genting on dec6-8th ! ♥ Tuesday, October 21, 2008 @ 12:22:00 PM
` Baby's maternal grandfather passed away a few days ago. Had been heading down to his wake. It will be the last night tonight. So, I'm going down in the evening to help out too. I'm going partial today. meaning, im not attending presentation later. Going to causeway point to get chinny and me some stuffs, then heading to Lavendar to meet Yvonne and Andy. Gnna help them to do some bookings for the hotel and bus ticket to Genting this dec with us. (: Hopefully there's still roomssss! I miss baby so much. I hasn't been feeling this way until i know the feeling of losing him. i don't want to lose you again. though i know that your heart is still with me even when we broke off that time. (: and my heart never stopped thinking of you. i told baby everything when we're in the bus heading to his grandfather's wake. sounds so silly, but, the pain is worth the smile, the love and the warmth we have now. & we know it will last forever. And i find out there's people who admire my bf leh! lol~ Baby got so much naggings and scoldings when we separated that time. haha! =x Especially from his family members. Probably, this time he really realised his mistakes, and he changed already, i love him more than ever. (: so people, stop scolding him already kays. =) he's gonna be my man, entirely ...  we love each other more than we used to (:
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`St james powerhouse 18.10.08 Photos uploaded ! =) St Jame's Powerhouse on 18th Oct 2008. Enjoyed tremendously!   Best shot =) Bf's candid shot by me! Caught drinking! ;D                  ♥ Sunday, October 19, 2008 @ 11:14:00 PM
`patched (: we patched back. (:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(: baby, in fact, i don't mean to do this to you. i don't mean to hurt you in the first place. you don't know how heavy and pain my heart was when i brought up that two very hurting and heavy words, "break up". you may thought that i no longer care about this relationship, you thought i don't give a damn anymore. however, at this every seconds when we're apart, i miss you ... i told myself, this nightmare will soon be over. time will pass, and wounds could be healed. i cried myself to sleep without you knowing, i kept rewinding our past when i'm alone, i stared blankly into all the pictures we took throughtout these years, and all, i kept it to myself. and this time round, noone knews, except myself. baby, i do these all because i want "eternity love" to be casted on us. if we don't do these, you won't know what i want, and i won't know what you want. at least, you realised your faults for not giving me my own life. and i'm much more happier than before alot alottttttttttt~ and i swear, i never enjoy in such perfect relationship before. i'm so happy my cruel solution strengthen and leads us to a perfect r/s. (: i love the same, old, baby of mine =) * more to be updated! pictures to be uploaded later in the morning (: turning in already, schooling ): stay tuned! <333 ♥ Saturday, October 18, 2008 @ 12:19:00 PM
` i've escaped from the terrible flu i had been suffering for the past few days. =)) but, the cough hasn't subside. but, it's getting better.(: big big thanks to those who shower me with so much care and concern! especially you (: thanks for still being there for me whenever i need someone. heading to work soon. after work will be party time (: heading to st james powerhouse~ update again! (: lovesss <3333 i hope i can dance all my trouble out tonight (: ♥ Thursday, October 16, 2008 @ 11:25:00 AM
` finally, i've fallen sick. ); i've been standing strong for so long. with so lil hours of sleep a day, hanging out late at night, long hrs in school, working hard at work etc, at last, i'm beaten down. lol. i didn't attend school for the second day already. and yesterday, i got a very thoughtful companion throughout the day. (: who else can it be? haa. mr gerald koh! ;D he told me he's on the way to my place in the morning when i woke up. cus he wanna get me food and sweet to sooth my throat. he got lunch for my sis and grandpa too. we sat together and eat, then sit infrnt of the lappy for a period of time. then he said he's tired, so i asked him to go to my room to sleep. after using lappy for awhile, i feel like dozing off too. so headed back to my room. so hot luh! he complaint to me too. so i switched on the air con. and my nose blocked! ); that's the worst sickness to suffer from man! agreeee? then i sleep while he sit beside me on the bed. sounds like he visiting me in the hospital hor? LOL! yeayea, i stil have the mood to crack lame jokes now. hahaha! =D anyway, he really makes my feeling come back somehow. he told me many many times he've reaaly changed. and he's trying to prove to me. (: and boy, i've seen it. but still, give me more time, alright? i don't want to regret in my own decision again. nor i want to hurt you once again. i know you're the best gift from god to me. even yr guy friends said that you're the only guy who had longed to be extinct. (: thank you so much for everything, boy. in the evening, accompany him to settle some stuffs near bugis, then met chris at bugis for dinner and a short shopping at parco! and i saw WU ZUN leh! haa. he's there to do some advertising for his upcoming movie. handsomeeeee! =P but nt my type. LOL. and andddd, i got so many things that i wanna buyyyyyyy! ): JOYCELYN NEEDS RETAIL THERAPY ! ): ♥ Tuesday, October 14, 2008 @ 12:50:00 PM
`  karaoke session with boy and chris yesterday! (:i can't resist karaoke sessions recently. once i go, i keep wanting to go. LOL. and yea, that's me, joycelyn! anw, we're suppose to head to marine parade's kbox. but, we didn't even know it moved out already. gosh~ i'm so out-dated. -.- then we walked down to katong shopping centre. then to teo heng. danny korkor called and said he saw me. then he joined us once in a while. karaok-ed from 5pm-9.30pm. LOL. & i'm suffering from throat irritation now . ):    last but not least, ME ! LOL. hahahaha ...
♥ Sunday, October 12, 2008 @ 10:02:00 PM
` TO: The 4 lovely ladies who tagged me, (Eunice, Cheryl, Chinny, Grace) Thanks for the concern. (: I'm fine, no worries alright. I'm strong and brave. I had already decided which is the right path for me. ;D Loves, Joycelyn headed to "dbl o" on friday night. together with chris(supervisor), gerald & his two friends. we walked from clarke quay all the way there. and it made me and chris like two mad women calling for help. because our makeup is melting! LOL.. it's very crowded, and we have to queue luh, needless to say. haha~ went in, settle down with drinks, then down to dance floor to dance. i think this is the only time i really dance like some madwoman. i just feel that i want to vent everything out. but, everyone was like squeezing in and out around me. worst, it's so hot! and we're like dancing and sweating, macham exercising. -.- anw, didn't really enjoyed. i think this will be my last time to dbl o. unless there's some invitation? =P slept over at chris's place as we're working in the same shift the next day. tired & shag. perhaps, i know what i want already ... ♥ Friday, October 10, 2008 @ 2:44:00 PM
` finally, both of us are kinda willing to let go (: that makes me rather relieved. it's far better seeing him so sad. but of course, i know how much it still hurts in yr heart, yr mind, yr soul ... i really got no choice but to end this. i know we've come so far, and it's kinda wasted for all the efforts we put into this r/s to maintain it to it's best. however, it already goes over my limit, and i've no strength to carry on. It's tiring ... But, in fact, i still prefer having a friend like you. we'll still continue to be like the past, go out shopping, sitting at the coffee shops and stuffs alright! (: but i still hope, you can be as brave as how highly i think of you. so, don't makes me disappointed again alright =) we're still the best and closest friend. gerald, i'm really elated to hear the good news from you just now. i mean it, i swear.. you called and somehow jumping for joy. you said that you just called up MDIS to enquire on the diploma course that you're gonna enrol into. and you told me you're taking up relating to IT. i know, that's your interest, and i always advised you to go for interest, and not for the sake of the income that you're gonna earn int he future. if you have no interest, you can't do well. if you have interest in that field, you can do much much much more better than expected. i'm very happy for you that you found the right path to move on. you're so happy and looking forward to the classes sarting on December. no matter what, i respect and support your decision alright! JIAYOU! ;D shopping with chris tonight at evening. and joining gerald and friends at boat quay. (: staying over at chris's place tonight. because we're in the same shift tml! ;D and thks danny, for the song, and the poem you've spent so much effort composing and writing for me. (: appreciated! ♥ Thursday, October 9, 2008 @ 10:45:00 AM
` boy, i know you'll be here everyday to take a glance if i did update any post. i'm sorry, i hurt you. i thought we can move on after that night when we talk things out. however, things didn't move on as expected. i still have mixed feelings in me. i'm sorry. you used to control me .. stealing my freedom away from what my parents gave me. it's just like you're replacing them controlling my life. i tried to fight for my freedom, but sometimes, i still failed to. you used to not understand me. remember when you just served NS, yes, i waited for you. but you'll never understand how much i suffered during this period of time. i wanted to go out with friends, you always allowed unwillingly. when i'm out, you talked to me in a very harsh voice. and yes, go out once, quarrel once. can you imagine how many quarrels we've gone through? just like a snowball, when it rolls down, it accumulates more snow, and hence, it gets bigger and bigger.. same applies to the problems we had in our r/s. you know i don't like to be controlled, i want my life. now, i know you've changed, but, i hope you understand, everything is too late. "when a jailbird has been kept too long in it's cages, even when you opened the door to it, it will not fly out for it's freedom anymoree .. " of course, there are more accumulation of other stuffs that makes me feel so tired of r/s. because, i'm yet to face the world. i'm yet to enjoy my life. and i'm yet to enjoy any freedom... mindset do changes. In fact, this r/s makes me realised, nothing is forever/everlasting, noone is perfect, promises are nothing but words .. i hope you can move on. you've really changed to a good man. i believe you can be a good bf, a good husband. (: just let fate decides everything, alright? (: ♥ Monday, October 6, 2008 @ 10:02:00 AM
` TWO YEARS NINE MONTHS ANNIVERSARY BABY ... things go terribly wrong between us yesterday. it's all because of me, my mindset, my thinking and everything. i have someone who loves me so much, willing to save and scrimp to study, to get hold of a diploma, so as to attain a stable and good career, with good salary, for assuring me that he can definitely be the one who can be mentally, physically, emotionally & financianally for me. faking mc for the sake of accompanying me if i requested so, saving really hard to fulfill my hope of getting a branded bag .. and many many things more he've changed, sacrifices and done for me. and that's only baby. i'm afraid if i let go, i might lose the one who treats me the best. someone told me this(i forgot who.. LOL.), "the person u're letting go, might be the one and only person who will treat u the best in yr entire life." and baby came to my workplace with this bouquet of 9 roses yesterday. (: thanks bf, i love it.      and, last saturday, first time meeting danny korkor. (: karaoke session with ching, korkor and bf. ching and i sang all the way to 2 plus am! and my voice really cracked man! LOL. he can sing damn well luh. amazed. ;D ♥ Saturday, October 4, 2008 @ 1:40:00 PM
` i'm praying very hard, praying that the one i love most, the one who has been my closest one, will be fine. i don't want anything bad to happen on you. Dear God, Let me be the one to suffer all these worries and mental preparation. I really don't mind sacrificing myself .. As long as she's happy, cheerful and healthy .. Please ... ♥ @ 2:15:00 AM
`  i need a new bag.it's been rather long i last bought a bag. and my bag are getting old and looking 'spoilt'. im saving up for burberry actually. but i don't think i can get it now. so, i got agnes b bag (: it's one of the design i eyed onto too. so, since im still saving up for burberry, i get myself agnes b first(: definitely much more cheaper than bur. this bag cost me SGD$ 195 =x but, worth it! ;D ♥ Friday, October 3, 2008 @ 12:43:00 AM
` It's Baby's off day today (: finally he's spending ample time with meee! and my lovely boyfriend send me to work. he waited for me for that 3 hours.. because i'm working from 6.30pm-9.30pm. After knocking off, bf still sent me home, right to the doorstep! Because he's afraid i might met with the pervert "ti ko peh" we met yesterday. Bf says luckily he sent me home yesterday, if not don't know what he would do to me. The incident goes like these ... Bf sent me home via Mrt, then bus-ed back from eunos interchange. After alighting, we're supposed to cross the overhead bridge. Then i saw this uncle, quite well-dressed up.. He wants to climb up the stairs, but he seems to look as if he's falling back when he trys to climb up. I even thought that he got problem climbing up the stairs, and need some help to be offered. And he kept staring at me when i climbed up. Baby saw that too. When i reached home, bf walked to my hse nearest bus stop, buse-ed back to eunos interchange. Then he saw that uncle approaching a lady in a very close contact. That scares the lady off by sitting further from him. And he goes closer again. awww~ luckily the lady is smart to board any bus that arrives first. sounds scary hur? still act as if he's so weak to climb up the stairs. roarrrs! Back to topic! =) Boyfriend is getting more patient towards me. He's doting and pampering me more and more. It's reaching the limits of 101%, 24hrs good boyfriend. Lols. Especially when i told him I wanna get a burberry bag, he immediately save from his hardearned salary in order to fulfill my wish. i'm touched, and i appreciate baby. the biggest satisfaction and happiness is not because i can get my burberry bag, it's because i got such a great bf to dote on me soooo much! and, i'm supposed to get burberry bag this saturday. but i think i'm not geting that design i mentioned earlier already. even if it is, im getting a bigger one. so it's more practical, more worth it spending so much on a branded bag. (: so, i told baby already .. we'll save together and get try to get it before baby's 21st bday. (:(:(: visit to burberry's outlets next week to confirm which bag i want! I LOVE MY LOVELY BOYFRIEND! ♥ Thursday, October 2, 2008 @ 12:04:00 AM
` YO! I'm back to blogging! Selamat Hari Raya + Happy Childrens' Day! Lol~ Been busy working recently.. Simply because my muslim friends already away for Raya. And they are so into Raya's mood. Lol. I made top sales today (: Sales is good, i have to say.. Qianru and Jeff visited me today. Supposed to pass her her bro's pants. Yet I forgotten! I alrdy packed it in the paper bag. Probably im running late. That's why I forgotten all about it. Kevin daddy and his gf visited me in my boutique today too. I bought a pink flip flop from daddy's gf. damn nice uhh! i must say i will regret if i didnt buy. Lol. LADIES WHO ARE INTERESTED, TAG ME! LEAVE ME YR EMAIL ADDRESS SO I CAN REACH U BACK (: LET ME KNOW WHAT COLORS U ARE INTERESTED & THE SIZE! WILL GET BACK TO YOU ASAP! FLIP FLOPS @ ONLY $8.00!      |
